I STILL HAVE HOPE

Ugly words, rolling in my mind.
Confusing mind makes me so blind.
Sometimes I lose my way and I'm completely lost.
My heart is surrounded by the frost.
Cold breath, but I'm still breathing.
Truth is one thing, what I've been seeking for so long.
Hope is something that makes me feel strong.
Footprints in the snow are fading away.
I can't go back, but I can't stay.
I lay down my pride, Jesus stay by my side.
Death is close, it's everywhere.
It tries to kill me when you're not there.
Once again I pray: "give me your peace",
so this life wouldn't feel so dark than it seems.
And I stay here, nothing left but hope.
And by holding that, it's the only way I can cope.