PEACE

Today I cried again, but this time the reason was different.
I cried because everything looked so beautiful,
and the wound seemed so invisible.
I cried cause I was so happy.
And I realized that I can see,
beautiful things around me.
And I felt that I could be,
just a little more free.
I also realized, that I can see behind these blind eyes.

Today I laughed without no reason.
It felt so good, that maybe I should thank God for that.
That I don't feel so sad anymore.
I feel that I can really breathe again, 
but then on the other hand..
it's still there.
The wound is still there, but I don't care.
I won't let it kill me.
I won't let it have me.
I will just stand still,
wait in silence for His will.